Not Fair

I feel alone and it's not fair
You were my friend, now you're not there
I've been thinking 'bout it lately
And something's driving me crazy
It's a fucking nightmare

I'm aware, that people gotta die one day
But why now, why you, maybe some way
You can hear this I'm hoping it hits your spirit
I know that your disappearance was something we couldn't deal with God damn
(And now I'm wishing I could talk to you)
(Wishing I could get you out this funk and take a walk with you)
(Nah, but now I'm left with this dark hole)
(Deep inside my soul and I'm losing all control)
(I am...)
So sorry I had to make this, but 'bout a week ago we was chilling in your basement
Laughing over dumb shit, now I barely function
If you were to listen, I bet you would probably bump this
(What happened to the good days)
(What happened to the good times)
(And every single night out, you brought along the good vibes)
(I never thought this day would come where I'd be saying goodbye)
(Should I believe in that term that say the good died)

You were our friend, now you're not there
You brought us light, now it's dark here
I'm wishing that I could save you, I'm sorry I wasn't able
And it's not fair, not fair
You were our friend, now you're not there
You brought us light, now it's dark here
I'm wishing that I could save you, I'm sorry I wasn't able
And it's not fair, not fair

Couldn't believe it, open my eyes and I got a call
Weak in the knees, I couldn't breathe and I'm gonna fall
(It hit me where it hurts)
(I'm choking on my words)
(Now I can barely speak)
(It made my stomach turn)
(I swear this shit is so absurd)
(Now we gotta bury you in dirt)
(I wish that you were still alive)
(So you can tell me what it's worth)
And when I was thinking suicide, you would talk me out of it
Gave me positivity and taught me how to live
I wish it was a joke, I swear something's gotta give
I wish I never took for granted all the things you did
(I knew you since a child, I love your fucking smile)
(I swear you were so loud, now everyone's like wow)

What do we do now? We never saw it coming
We all wish he was here so we can tell him we love him
What do we do now, (We never saw it coming)
(We all wish he was here so we can tell him)
That we love him

You were our friend, now you're not there
You brought us light, now it's dark here
I'm wishing that I could save you, I'm sorry I wasn't able
And it's not fair, not fair
You were our friend, now you're not there
You brought us light, now it's dark here
I'm wishing that I could save you, I'm sorry I wasn't able
And it's not fair, not fair