Frames

(专辑： Frames - 2021)

This isn't how I pictured this
My mood every day is a hit or miss
Out of place when I visit this
Regrets sitting on the walls every day is what this really is
Everything that I wanted, but never had been looking at the frames
Wonder what coulda been if I had a fabricating life
Finding too much comfort in the fabric
There's no point in your advice when all I hear is static
You could tell me I'm insane
The picture never made it, then I'm keeping all the frames
Hang 'em on the wall, keep it with me every day
Holding on to moments that'll never be the same
Scared to let it all go, then you know I gotta change
(Waste time, waste time)
It's a faith, it's a hope these frames can be filled
Am I waiting for something that was never meant to be real?
Am I just looking for love in every scar that'll never heal?
Building resentment used as a weapon, losing direction
Contention in my spirit is not something I'll mention
It's pressing more that he's present, hold up, give me a second
If I, kill my regrets, I better not see them in Heaven, okay
Hit top speed, and I can't slow down
Got so lost, and I'm still not found
Room so quiet, and my head's so loud
And I got these frames that I need to take down, like

All these picture frames hung in my mind
Keep them up, I might just go blind
Fantasies love to waste time, waste time, waste time
All these picture frames all that I know
All these moments I should really let go
I think it's time for me to take 'em all down
Take 'em all down, take 'em, burn 'em all down

I fake that I let go, but I hold on
Self-defensive when they ask me what's wrong
Leave the lights off, I feel closed off
Act hard 'cause my heart's too soft
So I bandage everybody else, except me
Think for everybody else, except me
Willing to love anybody, except me
Just to hope one day that they accept me
Feeding my core beliefs, needing to find relief
Bitter in every critique, bought a lot of self-doubt
Should've just kept the receipt
Hood up, I don't wanna meet
People I don't wanna see
I just wanna get out
Deepest thoughts come from deeper cuts
Praise God 'til the reaper comes
Told the Devil if you shoot, better bring more guns
Unload the clip, let it fill my lungs (Let it out, let it out, ayy)
Burn these frames, I decide what I can be
Made a hundred grand, and I just gave it to the family
Stay true 'til I'm not standing
Gotta cut my wings off 'cause I'm not landing
No, I'm, not the same
I've been crossing lanes
In my head, tossing picture frames
More coming like a waste of time
I keep thinking if I frame regret, or if this is my frame of mind

All these picture frames hung in my mind
Keep them up, I might just go blind
Fantasies love to waste time, waste time, waste time
All these picture frames all that I know
All these moments I should really let go
I think it's time for me to take 'em all down
Take 'em all down, take 'em, burn 'em all down

All these picture frames hung in my mind
(Take 'em all down, take 'em, burn 'em all down)
Keep them up, I might just go blind
Fantasies love to waste time, waste time, waste time
All these picture frames all that I know
(Take 'em all down, take 'em, burn 'em all down)
All these moments I should really let go
I think it's time for me to take 'em all down
Take 'em all down, take 'em, burn 'em all down