Save My Soul

I was so depressed, I was such a mess, ain't nobody clean up like me
I was in the feels, but I stayed real, now they wanna be just like me
Every day living like I start at the beginning again and again, beginning to get at my psyche
There was no like no way out for me, you see, I'd bleed me out
Let my feet fall flat humble, don't wanna be all that
But I speak a different colorful language all day, don't play with the neon raps
You ain't putting me on blast, last year, got the respond last
This year it's looking easy for the CC's see me if you need contacts

I was at the bottom, now I'm here
Defeated every one of all my fears
And every single day, I would try to pray
I don't know to who but maybe they'd take it all away

And save my soul
My soul (yeah)
Save my soul
My soul

You might know about me, but you'll never see
Who I tend to be, when I stray, clearly
I needed help, I am my own breathing hell
And it's like I need to fail, feed the shell, that's alright with me
Cause now, every time I get down, when I cannot be found
I let it all go and feel it 'til it puts me on the ground
And I might look back at life and say I'm glad I made it out
And to everyone that doubted me, I'm proud because

I was at the bottom, now I'm here
Defeated every one of all my fears
And every single day, I would try to pray
I don't know to who but maybe they'd take it all away

And save my soul
My soul (yeah)
Save my soul
My soul

Every day I'm trying to be the best, take for granted not a single breath
I don't wanna be the one that's left, juggling the pain and this regret
Knowing I'ma fade away in death, so I'm engineering every step
Even if I ever do regress, I'ma know enough to never stress
Even if I'd do wrong, it was not for too long
Maybe I was selling my soul, I wanted to fall and vomit up a couple new songs
Sick in the stomach, the hunger of an underdog, living with nothing and got it but I never bark
Lit up a tunnel but it illuminated fog, got to envision it when you kill it in the dark

I was at the bottom, now I'm here
Defeated every one of all my fears
And every single day, I would try to pray
I don't know to who but maybe they'd take it all away

And save my soul
My soul (yeah)
Save my soul
My soul