Absolutely No Idea
    (专辑: To Whom It May Consume - 1999)
    
    [Brooks:]  Something is happening inside of me  Forming in the 
center and slowly migrating to a 
thinner layer of skin  Precipitating to my surroundings  There's absolutely nothing, all the 
direction has been obliterated  And in its place hope has been reinstated  And I 
find breathing is overrated, the 
reproduction of cells futile  Ending at a 
funeral I'll get married and go senile  Just wait a 
while you think no this will never pass  Hiding until it has and we are just above all man  Stand to deliver another message in my head  Your life is neither sacred nor worthless  In the 
grand scheme of things each of us has a 
got no purpose   [Steaknife:]  After new mourning in mornings inhaling fresh air with nicotine  I 
stare unaware, I 
don't care what my reason here means  Everything is shady so I'm lazy and motivation erasing every ideal  Advance creative expectations, so what  My warm feelings are black from blue  I'm comfortable in my mind state ever degrading you  The 
drama of understanding is like being in your fathers' mind  When he sexually molests your sister one too many times  Or like being in your mothers' mind when shes popping barbiturates  And places your baby brother in a 
dumpster dead from being all autistic  Yeah I'm gifted, grateful, thankful for being in a 
sick cold waning world  While I'm strangling, beating the 
sick but fuck your girl  Your sadness is my happiness overwhelming my stress  Beating myself in the 
chest to please cardiac arrest, no presence  Mainlining with a 
used syringe on a 
heroin binge to find joy  The 
brightest thing I 
ever seen was a 
flame liquefying foil   [Brooks Buford:]  You have absolutely no idea  You have absolutely no... idea  You have absolutely no idea  You have absolutely no... idea  You have absolutely no idea  You have absolutely no... idea  You have absolutely no idea  You have absolutely no...   My agitated sadness is equal to witnessing my wife getting bottle fucked on my mothers' mattress  Life's an actress with diabolical tactics, I 
ran my head into the 
mirror for the 
fiftieth time  Vomiting gin and lime, scented formhyde, and shitting where I 
dine  Cutting my coke line with strychnine, flyer than 80 miles up to the 
stop sign  Body parts in a 
box, setting a 
brush fire in Charlotte's web  Drinking ahead and soon as I 
break out from a 
medium and what's done is said  Tired of choking with the 
filthiness of dead pussy in Hoboken transit to hell  Purchase a 
token, bodies floating  Rivers are red, famine, and natural catastrophes  A 
flask full of stomach disease at four degrees  Colder than sterilization  I 
stare while mama birthed a 
Satan  In the 
dark angel, ladies are waiting  Rejoicing, hating anomalies, brothers and sisters mating  Orgies from Oregon to the 
oracle at the 
Pentagon   You have absolutely no idea  You have absolutely no... idea  You have absolutely no idea  You have absolutely no... idea  You have absolutely no idea  You have absolutely no... idea  You have absolutely no idea  You have absolutely no...   [Danny Boone:]  Fuck people and opinions it drains my energy, I 
care about me exclusively  No apologies or excess baggage could damage or slow my pursuit of max potential  Sick of advice clogging my noggin, finding selfishness essential  I 
snap like a 
pencil, past pissed  Pushing psychotic, fist through sheetrock  Why the 
boundaries, no more conscience attacks at me  To be nonsense, in fact, no more respect, fuck what you feel  Far as I 
know my thoughts and visions are the 
only things real  I'm not an extra in a 
movie 'bout everyone else  I 
got a 
thousand fuck yous to hand out, it's time to hit below the 
belt  And back stab with violent aggression and spit in fuckers faces  I 
have no aces, my tongue is tasteless, slit wrists with razors  Nah I'd rather be a 
burden, curtain on your ideals  I'm not taking it, I'm taking shits, fuck patience  Nobody gives a 
fuck about you, that's the 
revelation   [Brooks Buford:]  You have absolutely no idea  You have absolutely no... idea  You have absolutely no idea  You have absolutely no... idea  You have absolutely no idea  You have absolutely no... idea  You have absolutely no idea  You have absolutely no...   Worthy association  On what this demonstration  Has made into your occupation